Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sober

For the past few days I have been sobering up from my addiction.
It's a little hard to talk about since most people, even family, don't know that I have one.

For the past several months it has been getting steadily worse- affecting my life and my budget immensly. Cravings rule my day and distract attention from the things I need to do. When I can't get a hit, the withdrawls make my body go numb... like I'm missing air. Nothing is right and nothing sounds good. A colorless, tasteless world.

When I say I'm sobering up... know that it wasn't entirely intentional- I ran out. My good husband has been supporting me through this tough time and I know that I can come out on the clean side... I don't want my addiction to affect my health or family anymore. I won't even tell you how many packs I can go through in one day.

What am I addicted to?



Little Debbie Swiss Rolls...

12 comments:

DeAnne Baum said...

I hope you don't have to bad of withdrawls! I always seem to find something else to get addicted too! Good luck, I'm sure your stronger than me.

ashes said...

HaHa! I'm currently addicted to Blue Bell ice cream. I keep telling myself 'once this one is gone, NO MORE!' But they keep putting it on sale! whats a girl suppose to do??

The Sweet Life of Us said...

glad its just the swiss rolls.i was starting to think you were an alcoholic.

Meagan said...

You are so so so funny! I wish you luck with that! And I can totally agree with you---I AM addicted to cookie dough or brownie batter! It is so good! For a whole month I ate either one at least once a week...then I realized i was getting a muffin top, and a bun-dunk-a-dunk--not cute...so I am doing really good...i only have it once a month:) good luck to you!

About Me said...

I love those!!!

The Cottams said...

Haha that gave me a good laugh. Keep up the good work, I know you can do it. PS your comment about my non blogging put me in gear and I posted one. It's all for you girl!

About Me said...

Don't feel bad, it's my weight loss blog and NObody is invited to it, to tell the truth there aren't any post on it anyway!

Derrick + Laurice. said...

haha. That's pretty funny. Good luck getting off that one.

Aika said...

hahaha... That's too funny! Nooo... that's not an addiction, it's a little reward for everything that you do for your family. That's how I would look at it. :)

Wendy said...

Sometimes you frighten me Shay!

Granni P said...

Everybody has one, most just won't admit! Mine are many and random. This month I can't seem to stay out of the Cheez-Its!!!

Britney said...

I KNEW it!